However,I'm back on the pills and feeling so good.
Went to Merrie and Shaun's wedding Saturday.Absolutely gorgeous.The weather was glorious and Waiheke was a treat.However I was a bit naughty.Had a couple of tablespoons of tabbouleh with dinner and a tiny piece of crumb base with cheesecake for dessert.Suffered the next day.I hadn't really realized how grotty I have felt most of my life,until then.After just three weeks I feel so different,more energy,less depressed ,polymyalgia not quite so bad,but Sunday I was nearly back to the way I had been.
Two days on and am feeling good again.Long may it continue.
Started a sale at the shop today.We have to get rid of some stock before stocktaking,plus we want money.
Spread the word
Market Books Sale
10 - 80% off everything in store.
- Location:Shop,where else
- Mood:
cheerful - Music:Celine Dion
I can do nothing right,my ideas are all stupid,and I really should be in a psychiatric ward somewhere.
The web site is a waste of money,I am wasting too much on Abe every month,and I'm too lazy to do any work in the shop,let alone at home.
If I didn't waste so much time playing on the computer,the shop would be running a lot smoother,and I could spend a bit of time listing stuff on trademe.
I'm a waste of space,and I should go and tell my psychiatrist the pills aren't working any more.
This was basically all because I didn't fully agree with his latest brilliant scheme,which actually I do agree with to a major degree.
We have already started selling to schools via a commission agent,but "We" feel it would be a really good idea to do it all ourselves.The cold calling on the schools,all over the country,the packing ,invoicing,as well as everything else we have to do in life.
I guess I am just on a real down at the moment,so nothing he suggests will be right,but I get so tired of all the chopping and changing about the direction we are going in.
I really thought we had it sorted out the website,Abe,TradeMe,possibly Ebay,which we could do from home,and actually enjoy ourselves for once.Get to see the family occasionally,by going down to Auckland once in a while,although that might have been pushing it.We would get to see Nick and Rachel,then we would have to come home.To hell with my family,I get the impression they don't really count.It was a real struggle to get to see Scott and Emma last year,and there was no way we could stay down overnight.
Ignore me.I'm just having a bad day.
- Location:office of course
- Mood:
depressed - Music:Jaques Brel Ne Me Quitte Pas
It's ages since I have written anything,but I just had to write a wish all my friends a very Merry Christmas and a wonderful holiday season.
I have just had lunch and it is back to the madhouse which has finally started.
11.00pm church service tonight (first for many,many years) then tomorrow just blob all day,gearing up for Boxing Day,which will hopefully be crazy as well.
Anybody want to buy a bookshop so I can have a holiday.
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY
- Location:office
- Mood:
crazy - Music:carols
Yahoo.I just won Von's contest..I don't enter many contests because I never win,but his book has struck a real chord with me.Tried a few names with no luck,then tried my own name,and I WON. Cool print on its way to me YAAYY.
- Location:shop computer not doing any work
- Mood:
ecstatic - Music:Mary Coughlan I Want to be Seduced
- Location:shop
- Mood:
excited - Music:Emma Shaplin
1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open it to page 161.
3. Find the fifth sentence.,
4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions.
5. Don't search around and look for the coolest book you can find. Use what's actually next to you.
-----This brings us once again to the all-important question of inbreeding,which has been alluded to above,when a reference was made to the remarkable success of Mr Christopher Wilson.----------
- Location:office having a coffee
- Mood:
cold - Music:Frankie Goes to Hollywood
Tim's second son Tom left today for a six month tour of duty in Afghanistan.Very sorry to see him go,but he is so looking forward to it.This is his first overseas posting,apart from a couple of weeks in Singapore on exercises,and he is really excited.His partner, India ,isn't too keen,nor are we for that matter,but Amy,Jono and Nathan will be staying with her.Jono is due to enter basic training on either the 7th or 12th of May,so it will a household of women plus baby.I just hope it works out okay.We know what Amy can be like. She is a real little sweety,but still very young.
At least we got to see Tom last weekend,as there was no way we could get down to Ohakea to see him off.
Quite a pleasant day at Wenderholm,shame Pauline and Cliff were there.(No, that's not really very nice.Its only because they tried to talk us into yet another pyramid scheme.)
Even though we don't see him very often,we are still going to miss him.I just hope he comes home safe and well.
Mental note to self --- update this more often.
- Location:shop computer not doing any work
- Mood:
cheerful - Music:Queen Somebody to Love
Quietish day in the shop today,means we are actually getting some work done for a change, yeah right.
I have an internet connection again,so I am playing a little bit.
- Location:shop computer not doing any work
- Mood:
happy - Music:Van Morrison and the Chieftains
- Location:shop
- Mood:
happy - Music:secret garden
It is the most glorious weather here,hot ,sunny and not humid at all,which for Whangarei is amazing.
We have been slacking at the shop a little,opening late and closing early,and the last couple of days have taken to going outside at home with a couple of foam mattresses and lying under Oaklet,our baby oak tree.We planted it when it was about 1 foot high,and now it would stand about 18 feet.We are very proud parents.The acorns we collected from our South Island trip about 6 years ago,(our last holiday) are now between one and three feet high,and we can actually start to see the formation of the new drive.
Tom,Nick and Rachel were up on New Years day.They worked so hard on the property.I think this was the best christmas present they have ever given their father.
I'm not sure how I am going to do it but this year I'm going to not get depresseed,I'm not going to let Tim get me down,and starting today ,(I hope) I am going to start gardening again.Santa gave me a neat book on homegrown foods and it has really inspired me again.This is the first time in 6 or 7 years I have actually wanted to get out and do something
Quite busy in the shop at the moment.Our first trading day for the new year we were up on last year,so lets hope it continues.
- Location:shop
- Mood:
cheerful - Music:Vivaldi
A real quick Merry Christmas to everyone who might read this.
Also happy Hanukah,or whatever other holiday you may celebrate.May the coming year be very good for you all.
Lots of Love
- Location:work
- Mood:
jubilant - Music:christmas carols
It is terribly quiet at work,Xmas just isn't happening here yet,but nearly everyone else that I have spoken to,is saying exactly the same thing,and not only in Whangarei,Aucklanders as well.
Shocking weather,thunder and lightning this morning,just rain now and so humid.I am going home early tonight to try and find our tree.I'm sick of no Xmas cheer at home,not even a lot in the shop.
Tim was very upset last night,He bought the corner of the boot door down on my head.Boy did that hurt.Blood streaming down my face and we were off to get Chinese for dinner.I cleaned myself up as best I could in the car,and I don't think I looked too bad.Feel a bit woozy today,but I have been to the doctor and she says just to take it easy for a couple of days.
We are getting some lovely stuff in for Xmas,just have to sell it now
- Location:shop
- Mood:
chipper - Music:Miisissippi Blues
I have decided that I am going to lose weight (Yeah right),and have actually started working towards that goal.I can't go to Traci's wedding,but I can lose weight for it,so I have three months to make a difference,then a couple of months to Scott and Emma's wedding,and I should be halfway to my goal by then.
I wonder if I will ever get to meet Emma.
Ah, the difference a bit of sun makes,you feel you can do anything.
- Location:office,where else
- Mood:
cheerful - Music:Rossini The Barber of Seville
Things can only get better though,and in all honesty I think that they are.
The sun is shining,summer is slowly getting here,the ground is starting to dry out all is right with the world.
I have been doing the exercise for my ears sort of religiously,and the dizziness is starting to ease off.
The vertigo still hits occasionally,particularly if I have been on the computer for any length of time,or if I move my head too quickly,but on the whole things are improving.I don't feel drunk quite as much as I did,unless of course I actually am.
I only got happy the other night.after all we only drank two bottles of Asti,between two of us.
Better go back to work now,and let Tim have his lunch,after all it is 3.30 p.m.
Going to have a late night tonight, working.There are so many books to put away,and so little space into which to put them. We really need rubber walls,so we can push them out a bit more.It is a real shame that we can't afford the shop next door at the moment,but who knows what will happen in the future,After all,we are winning Lotto on Saturday night
- Location:office, of course
- Mood:
determined - Music:Emma Shapplin Carmine Meo
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- Location:shop computer not doing any work
- Mood:
naughty - Music:Seacret Garden
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You are quiet and reserved in most social situations.
A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you.
You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people.
Conscientiousness:
You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.
Agreeableness:
You have high agreeableness.
You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.
Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.
You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.
Neuroticism:
You have high neuroticism.
It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed.
You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully.
You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. Your either flying very high or feeling very low.
Openness to experience:
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- Location:shop computer
- Mood:
full - Music:Manhattan Transfer
Dinner is on in the crockpot,only have to cook broccoli to go with it,so I should have time to have a play.
Yay.
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- Location:lunchtime in the office
- Mood:
bouncy - Music:Van Morrison
Silly to be so pleased with myself,but I feel quite chuffed.
It is taking me a while,but I am slowly learning how to do things with a computer apart from write emails,and enter books into a data base.Still don't understand the language used,but as long as the end result works who cares.
- Location:computer at counter
- Mood:
ecstatic - Music:Secret Garden
Had a big banner made advertising Harry7 .Spend $100 dollars and get Harry Free.So far only 1 definite order and a couple of nibbles If they don't want to spend $100 they can still get it for $32.95 instead of the $55 it should be.Fortunately we only got 1 carton,but I must try and remember to order the backlist.
I'm getting utterly sick of the weather,the front yard is just a mud puddle.Found Pretty's eggs the other day.Fortunately they aren't too dirty
Spent all morning cleaning a box of god books.Our beliefs section is going to get a massive boost this afternoon.
Tim has just brought in the first of the boxes from Friday's auction,only 10 more boxes from this carload to go then another carload to pick up.We haven't been to an auction for so long,but boy,did we make up for it on Friday.
We are back to doing seven days ourselves.As much as we need the time off we just can't afford to pay Lulu $15 an hour.Plus if we are here,we get so much more work done.
I have actually cleared out from underneath the tables at the front,so now we have that space for storage of culls
Really must try and get things listed on trademe or on a website
Thing is we need a shop three times the size of what we've got.
- Location:office having lunch
- Mood:
cheerful - Music:Chopin
